1. Tell us about a mum who inspires you. What are her special qualities?
Well that has to be my Mum; we are so different and have totally different outlooks on life. I know she doesn’t always agree with my opinions, or me yet she still loves me for who I am. She taught me to be a Mum, I think I would compare my Mum to a lioness, very proud of us all, she would kill anyone who hurts her kids and would defend us to the hilt.
2. Are you happy? If not, what is stopping you?
Yes I am totally happy, there are things I would like to change in my life but they are minor things and I am working on them. My family and home life is mad but very happy, and I have wonderful friends who I trust.
I also feel I have opened up a whole new can of happy with my blog, I have met some wonderful friends on line who I would never have linked up with if it wasn’t for Extraordinary Chaos, I can’t wait to meet them all.
I am living a dream by writing, I feel so passionate about it, when I write I feel like I have come home. I also love the fact that I am in a position to help other parents deal with diagnosis of diabetes.
Jacks diagnosis was the single worse piece of news I have ever received in my life, I will never forget June 4th 2011. Yes we are now on the better side of it, and if I can help other families get through that difficult time and help them to see that with good management diabetes is not as bad as it initially seems, then I will be so happy.
3. What little things that don’t really matter do you allow to get to you?
Sometimes people’s opinions of me bother me, there is one Mum up the School that just doesn’t like me, and she goes out of her way to glare at me. At first it bothered me, I dreaded seeing her at School, but the lovely Annette at work gave me a sharp talking to and made me realise that its her business what she thinks of me, nothing to do with me. As actually, she has got me wrong, that is her problem. That is exactly why I shouldn’t waste my brain space on it; you can’t get on with everyone. And do you know what? Once I realised that I felt so much better, I now walk past her with my head high and even look her in the face, funny enough she is a lot less intimidating now.
4. Who do you need to talk to and why are you putting it off?
I have sat and stared at this question for ages, I have no idea of anyone in present time. I would like to talk to my Nan and Granddad who are no longer here. There are questions I wished I asked them. My poor remaining Nan bless her, I interrogate her every time I see her, which isn’t often as she lives 240 miles away and isn’t very chatty on the phone.
I ask her loads about her childhood and when my Dad was young, and when she was a evacuee in the 2nd world war. I am like the gestapo, trying to get every last piece of information out of her, I want to remember it all, pass her memories on to my children and grandchildren. I wish I had asked my Nan and Granddad the same questions but was too young to appreciate that they had lives before me. That is a big regret of mine.
If anyone is working on a blueprint for a time machine I would love to trial it so I can ask the questions I should have, and go back far enough to meet my Granddad Joe who I never met.
5. How are you inspirational? If you are not quite sure, ask someone close to you and see what they think. We do not always see ourselves as others do.
I don’t think I could ask someone that question about me, but I know how I want to be inspirational; and that is by helping families deal with diabetes by showing them how you can live with it positively, how its not as bad at it initially seems. It may not be ideal but its livable. You wouldn’t know Jack suffers from diabetes if we didn’t tell you, I am proud of how he has dealt with it, I want those parents to feel our pride.
Wow some of that was tough, hard to write, emotional, but feels good to have wrote it. Now I just need to find out who is inventing that time machine.